Love, Victor S02E04 - The only person who can make that decision is you

Victor and Benji are in a serious relationship now, and they have been kissing all the time. They don't have their own room, so they are having a hard finding privacy. Benji's grandparents own a lake cabin, so he thinks it might be a good idea to invite Victor and his friends to come and have a fun night together. Every couple is assigned with a room, so they can go all the way at night if they want. Benji has dated several guys before, so he is quite experienced in gay sex. On the other hand, Benji is Victor's first boyfriend. Clearly, Victor knows nothing about a gay relationship, let alone sex, but he is trying to learn along. Victor doesn't want to be like a wide-eyed boy in bed, so he wants someone to give him advice. Simon is his close gay friend, so he has been trying to call him, but he gets no luck. He is nervous and starts acting weird in the cabin. At night, Victor decides to open up to Benji and tell Benji how nervous he is. It is embarrassing to say something like that to your partner, but letting your partner know what you are thinking will surely make you feel better.

Felix also has no sex experience, but he still wants to the very first time to be special. Lake just wants to take things slow, so it gets him wonder if there is something wrong about his body. Knowing his own body is not perfect, Felix worried that Lake doesn't find him attractive anymore. Andrew is experienced, so he asks Felix to chill out and groom. Felix takes his advice and he gets hurt while shaving himself. He knows he can't hide it, so he confronts her and asks her why she is not interested in him lately. Lake tells him that she really loves him, but she is not confident with her body as well.

We are not born to be perfect, so it is normal that we have our own insecurities. We sometimes fear what our partners might think if they see us at our worst. My point is if your partners loves you, they should love your flaws and imperfections as well.

Hey, Simon. You said I could talk to you about anything. So, I think that I'm gonna have sex with Benji for the first time tonight, and I was wondering if you're around to chat.

Victor, sorry I missed your call. And you're right... I did tell you we could talk about anything. But your sex life is... Well, it's between you and Benji. If you're truly ready, you won't need my advice, or anyone else's. The only person who can make that decision is you.

I'm... terrified to have sex for the first time. I just don't really want our first time to be something else that you have to hold my hand through. I don't want you to feel like you always have to teach me how to be gay.

You are the most beautiful woman I have ever seen. And I know you might not believe me. But I'm not gonna stop telling you.