Yeah. I know. No more hiding who I am. Or who I'm into.As we were saying. Working with Simon is not what broke us up. We just... weren't meant to be. Not everybody is. And that's okay. Just go into it with an open mind and a little bit of faith, and the rest will work itself out.I know, but I mean it. You know I'll always be your girl. I would want you to go on living life, and I would want you to find love, and... I know you would look after Zoey and David, but I would want you to look after you, too.No, you don't. Because if you did know, you would know by the time I got to the other side, I promised myself that I would never go back to that person. The person that couldn't look themselves in the mirror, because they were harboring all of the hate and laughs to their core.I so understand feeling that way. But here's the thing. Maybe some problems are too big for us to handle on our own.Zoey. I have been doing this a little longer than you, okay? So here's what I know. We can't just rely on our gifts, okay? Sometimes the thing you need to see is gonna be right in front of you, and all you have to do is open your eyes.Your Dad loved parties. So I tried to step outside my comfort zone for him, and the truth is, that some of those parties turned out to be my favorite memories. So, are we gonna stay up here and wallow, or are we going to do this party Mitch style?Hey, Zoey, honestly, you can come to us anytime about anything. No matter how busy or wildly successful we get, we are here for you.Zoey, I love you, but you rely far too much on me to do your emotional heavy lifting, and it's exhausting. I mean, it's hard enough for me to walk around this world as I am, and, no, I'm not about to tell you how to talk to your Black friend at work. So go figure that out on your own.This isn't the life I imagined. You just get so far down the rabbit hole, you just... you forget why you even wanted to do it in the first place. Or if there's a point to any of it. There isn't.Because scars are tough. They remind us of all the battles we fought. And how we survived to tell the story. Just trust and allow all the emotions to be there. You'll be surprised at some of the old ones that start just springing back up.Hey. Here's the thing. Your dad just died. And looking for any other reason why these dreams are happening... or thinking that you can just make them stop is crazy.
